Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Webster Hall collection disc 4

Work, Vacation, and Friends
DisneyWorld was awesome. I had lots of fun, got a little bit of a burn, and did everything I wanted to do. It was great to finally hang out with Alex again. We haven't done that since the end of school and it was really nice to finally hang out with who I can safely say is my best friend. We know each other so well and it's always a good time with him.

When I went to Steak n Shake monday night to check my hours they were absolutely swamped. I had just flown in and I was really tired so I had to deny their request for me to join them. Any other night I would have been happy to do it but I just wouldn't have been able to survive. They also wouldn't have been in that situation if Brandon hadn't called in sick when no one else was scheduled to work.

Work is going good though. The money is nice even though the hours suck. I meet tons of interesting people and am even starting to have my own cast of regulars, including some of Lizzlebizzles close friends. I love the people there, (except Rachel) and its always a good time. It can get busy and stressful and suck sometimes, but that's the way any job would be.

I'm worried however because it seems like a lot is happening without me now. I feel totally out of touch and completely isolated from all of my friends. It seems like I'm just lost in working and can't get around to doing anything else that I want to do, which is really sucking. I haven't hung out with Liz in weeks, I haven't even TALKED to caitlyn in 2 weeks, I never hang out with Cole or Matt or Emily anymore....It's just, they are all busy when I'm free and I'm busy when they are free. Even the days I have off I can hardly do anything with them. I just feel really alone right now and I'm not sure what to do. Quitting comes to mind, or finding another job where I can work during the day. I like the work and I like making money...but I love my friends more.

Liz came and saw me before she left, which was really awesome and unexpected. It was really good to see her and when I saw her at the bar I just felt a hundred times better. She had her tongue pierced which I admit isn't as bad as I thought it would be. It actually kind of works for her. I'm glad that she went out and did what she wanted to do and dind't listen to me. That's what we all should do. Take the advice that's given to us, listen to people, but ultimately do what we feel we should do and what we want to do. She's in Cancun now and when she IMed my I was playing FFXI so I didn't respond. I hope she isn't angry.

I really really want to see Caitlyn but alas, I have to work tomorrow.

Funny story involving Jamaica, my sister, a bottle of rum, and a salt and pepper shaker invovling humping pigs. Talk to me for full details.

That's it for now. All my friends, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE call me. I might not ansewr but it makes me feel so good that people have tried to talk to me. It really picks me up when I walk out to my car at 6 AM and find a few missed calls and a message or two, even if it is incomprehensible ranting from JC, it still is nice.